Tuesday Tales are Hardy
Ahoy Fellow Fathomers! It's time for Tuesday Tales.
I bought out every
fruit tree the local nursery had in stock. I’m sure I made the owners day with
the amount of money I spent. Today, money was no object standing in the way of
what I wanted to do. Conner and any available work staff helped me load them
all into my dad’s truck and trailer.
“Are we going very
far?” Eyeing the full load, he appeared to gauge the success rate of getting
everything to the site.
“We aren’t going far
at all. I’ll drive slowly with the hazard blinkers on. Don’t you worry about
me.”
“I’ve never doubted
your determination. It’s those trees who have to survive your lead foot.”
Smiling, Conner raised an eyebrow, jerked his head toward the load of saplings,
and took off the work gloves.
“Aw, hush, get in,
we’ve got work to do with these hardy guys.” I tried to think of this as a
routine project, I couldn’t think the word memorial
without losing my shit. With the entire truck full of trees, I almost felt
overwhelmed. How the hell would we get them all planted?
I hit the gas and off
we went, racing at a turtle’s pace for the few miles to the new orchard. I’d
never taken Garrett there, and I was suddenly hesitant to share such a personal
place. Not knowing what to say, I chose to stay quiet, pretending to focus on
my driving.
“Thank you for
trusting me to help you with this.” He spoke so softly, I almost didn’t hear
him clearly.
“It’s been a hard
year, one of the hardest of my life. You’ve been so good for me, it should be
me thanking you.”
“I’m your friend,
Rachel, you don’t have to thank me. Shoot, I used to be your best friend.”
Somehow, I did need
to thank him, it’s just how I felt. He always showed up, almost at my beck and
call. Not many people would do that. “It’s important you know how much I
appreciate everything you’ve done.”
Staying quiet, Conner
didn’t say anything further. Out of the corner of my vision, I saw him holding
onto the top of the rolled down truck window. He appeared to be holding on for
dear life. I hoped he didn’t think I’d crash at thirty miles per hour. Or, was
he holding on to his patience with me?
“Are you good with
doing this today?” Somehow, the question slipped out. I didn’t even realize I
was thinking it.
“Absolutely, I think
you chose the perfect way to celebrate Garrett’s life.”
Something in his tone
of voice gave me permission to speak frankly. “You would’ve liked him. He was
so kind, but, strong too, you know. He sometimes liked to act tough, but, he
was really a pushover.”
“I know I would’ve
liked him. If you loved him that deeply, he had to be an incredible man.”
“He would make up
goofy songs, or his own lyrics to whatever was on the radio. Especially if I was
down or in a bad mood. He always tried to cheer me up.” Those memories bubbled
behind my sunglasses, readying their fall down my face.
“You were always a
sucker for a goofball.”
“I’m scared.” Something
else came out of my mouth I didn’t even understand.
“It’s okay. We can do
as much as you want today. We don’t have to finish. If you get uncomfortable or
sad…you can take a break. I’ll keep working.”
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